Archive for January, 2008

That was a good battle, General

Monday, January 28th, 2008

Soeharto has finally passed away. I was listening to the radio when i heard the news. 1.10pm WIB.  He died at age 86. It is an enormous gift to be able to live that long, isn’t it.

No matter what people said about him, a brutal, greedy dictator or compassionate gentleman, one thing for sure is that he has left a mark on the world history. He was one of few people who were able to set the course of history. General, you are one lucky bastard.


PS.. Is there any t-shirt with Soeharto’s potrait in Che’s style? I think it would be cool to have one saying "That was a good battle, General!". If somebody read this and decided to use this idea for commercial purpose, please do so but i will be very happy if you can send one to me. I’m large sized   :-p 

Let Soeharto Rest

Wednesday, January 16th, 2008

In a peaceful manner that is.

Soeharto, Indonesia’s 2nd president who was also known as The Smiling General is dying and has been hospitalised for more than a week (He is now in his 80s i think). His critical condition is now dominating the news outlets.  Metro TV reports updates of his conditions almost hourly. From what i heard  it seems like The General is losing this battle.
I don’t watch the news too much (well mostly not for the news, but for the news’ hostess). From what i’ve seen it almost like an entertainment news. There are fancy and colourful graphics about what happened to Soeharto’s dying, failing organs. There are information about his blood pressure, his heart and lung conditions. They held a press conference where his doctors gave explanation about the medical treatment he is going through. Then there is this one scene of Soeharto being surrounded by camerapersons and journalists while he is being taken out from a room on a hospital bed.
I think that is disrespectful and disgusting. He is dying, in a coma and on a hospital bed. Can’t they just let him rest?
And all these information about Soeharto’s blood pressure, organs, medical treatment, do the doctors have the privilege to disclose all those information to the public? Don’t Soeharto and family have the right to keep his privacy? Do all those information will make Indonesia as a sovereign nation move forward and soar? Does Soeharto really deserve that much attention?
The craziest thing of this is using his dying condition as a political gain. I heard that someone had heard Soeharto bestowing  a trust of the fate of Indonesian people on Megawati. Well, for me that is another reason not to vote for Megawati in the next election. I don’t think we should ever trust a dying oldman on a hospital bed. There is a big chance he is only delusional or on drug.

For me, Soeharto is an enigma. Was he a great leader or a corrupt dictator? Was he an economic genius or a tool installed by foreign power to suck up Indonesia’s natural resources? Is he a benevolent javanese gentleman or a ruthless, oppressive, greedy bastard?
He was capable of making Indonesia’s economy grow fantastically but also easily crumbled in the time of crisis. He has always been portrayed as an always smiling, polite and kind person but his government was also known for their ruthlessness against those who opposed his policies.

I think he’ll better be gone sooner than later.  It must be very painful to live with all those medical apparatuses. It must be painful for his family to watch his body giving up in front of national television. It will be a huge relief for all the journalists who have spent many nights without proper sleep.

I think Indonesians should just let him rest peacefully and forgive all of his mistakes in the past. But don’t forget. Mr. Soekarno once said to never ever forget history. Because history tends to repeat itself and often times the repeat of history long forgotten (or ignored) devastates the most.

Merdeka!             

miserable hypocrite

Saturday, January 5th, 2008

Don’t you hate it when you’ve found THE ONE, but you can do nothing about it.
You’ve found this person, with all the good qualities. Beautiful, articulate,  comfort to be around with, you can talk  to her all day and don’t get bored, with some minor oddities that spicen up your life,  her laughing is a breeze of fresh air.
The kind of person you want to spend your life with. You know. THE ONE.
Don’t you just hate it when you know you’ve found that person, and when you look in the mirror you realize that you don’t have anything good inside of you. A rotten bastard, inside out.
You know you are not worthy enough for her. You are the extreme opposite of her. An oddball, socially impaired, boring, inarticulate. A straight-out loser.
Somehow you know that her spending life with you is the worst ever scenario for her life, because you have this unique ability making people around you living miserable life. You are the kind of person that better off exiled in some deserted island, because of your afflicting power is ruining the community around you.

Well i hate that so damn much!!
I hate it so much I want to go back in time and slap myself in the face, punch him in the gut, roundhouse kick him a la Chuck Norris , grab him by the neck and say:

"GROW SOME BALLS!! YOU LIFE-AFFLICTING, LIFE-RUINING MISERABLE FUCKTARD!!!!"

"GROW SOME BALLS!!!!"

dammit